Season 3 continues with episode 2, "Matt's Aftermath!" Has Matt moved on from Chrissy?
https://dollsexposed.com/2026/01/matts-aftermath/
#dollsexposed #doll #photography #fiction #craft #writing #gay #gaywriter
Season 3 continues with episode 2, "Matt's Aftermath!" Has Matt moved on from Chrissy?
https://dollsexposed.com/2026/01/matts-aftermath/
#dollsexposed #doll #photography #fiction #craft #writing #gay #gaywriter
VALAR MORGHULIS
https://thelavendergaze.com/2017/01/valar-morghulis/
All men must die.
Such a fact of life,
we fervently neglect.
Out of sight,
out of mind ...
#DarkPoetry #Death #GayWriter #Life #Poems #Poetry #PoetryCommunity #ReflectionsOnLife #Existential #ExistentialQuestions
PAIN MUST AND WILL COME
https://thelavendergaze.com/2016/11/pain-must-and-will-come/
We try to avoid pain. We surround ourselves with comfort. We invest in our future ...
#Existential #ExistentialQuestions #GayWriter #Life #Pain #Philosophy #QueerMastodon #QueerWriters #ReflectionsOnLife #WritingCommunity #Writing
SMILE AT A STRANGER
https://thelavendergaze.com/2017/01/smile-at-a-stranger/
We crave connection. Yet, we live in a world that is so scared of it ...
#Connect #GayWriter #Life #QueerMastodon #QueerWriters #ReflectionsOnLife #VulnerableWriting #WritingCommunity
FACING THE HURRICANE
https://thelavendergaze.com/2016/11/facing-the-hurricane/
We are afraid of the unknown – a force so much bigger than we are and over which we have no control. We are afraid it will crush us, destroy us …
#Courage #Death #Existential #ExistentialQuestions #Fear #GayWriter #Life #QueerWriters #TheUnknown #Philosophy
FOR NOW
https://thelavendergaze.com/2009/04/for-now/
You chose to sail through stormy weather,
unchartered waters and raging seas.
You could run away
live life as many do:
as “normal” guys – ...
#ComingOut #Gay #GayLove #GayWriter #LGBTQ #LGBTQLove #LGBTQPoetry #Poetry #PoetryCommunity #Pride #Queer #QueerArtist #QueerLove #QueerMastodon #QueerPoetry #QueerWriters
NOWHERE
https://thelavendergaze.com/2025/07/nowhere/
Always seeking
never finding.
Always nowhere
never arriving ...
#DarkPoetry #Existential #GayWriter #Nowhere #Poems #Poetry #QueerArtist #QueerMastodon #QueerPoetry #QueerWriters #VulnerableWriting
INTENSE RELEASE
https://thelavendergaze.com/2009/02/intense-release/
Touch me –
bring me to the edge.
Moaning I withhold
that which you let me retain
waiting for that cry of release ...
#Gay #GayLove #GayWriter #LGBTQ #LGBTQLove #LGBTQPoetry #Poems #Poetry #Queer #QueerArtist #QueerLove #QueerMastodon #QueerPoetry #QueerWriters #Sex #Sensual #Pride
SHACKLED
https://thelavendergaze.com/2022/06/shackled/
There was a boy
who became a man.
Almost – not entirely.
Part of him would remain
in that space in-between ...
#Gay #GayWriter #GrowingUp #Guilt #LGBTQ #Poems #Poetry #Queer #QueerArtist #QueerMastodon #QueerPoetry #QueerWriters #VulnerableWriting
THE LIFE OF A CAFÉ LATTE
https://thelavendergaze.com/2025/10/the-life-of-a-cafe-latte/
You look at the two tall transparent glasses in front of you. A shiny metal stirrer rests between them ...
#ComplexityOfLife #Death #Existential #ExistentialQuestions #GayWriter #Philosophy #QueerArtist #QueerMastodon #QueerWriters #ReflectionsOnLife
OUR DAILY BREAD
https://thelavendergaze.com/2009/03/our-daily-bread-2/
Give us today our daily bread …
today and every day.
A bread called emptiness ...
#DarkPoetry #Despair #GayWriter #LGBTQ #Poems #Poetry #Queer #QueerArtist #QueerMastodon #QueerPoetry #QueerWriters #ReligiousTrauma #VulnerableWriting #WritingCommunity
UNDRESS ME
https://thelavendergaze.com/2009/02/undress-me/
Undress me.
Let me lie naked before you
as I am
without protection or masks …
#AuthenticSelf #FreeVerse #GayLove #GayWriter #LGBTQ #LGBTQLove #LGBTQPoetry #Poems #Poetry #PoetryCommunity #Pride #Queer #QueerArtist #QueerLove #QueerMastodon #QueerPoetry #Sensual #VulnerableWriting #WritingCommunity #Sex
What I learned about writing doll fiction: plan your sets, experiment with angles, and yes put your characters through hell (and back).
Full Season 2 production notes 👉 https://dollsexposed.com/2025/09/making-season-2-production-notes/
#dollsexposed #fictionwriter #gaywriter #queerwriters #queerfiction #lgbtauthor #ownvoices #writingcommunity #gay #doll
A Cowrie looks like what lays beneath the venus mound. A vagina. The shape of the Cowries and vagina fascinates me more. The bigger hole, the beautiful shape.
Vaginas in its different size is the most beautiful thing in the world.
My three vaginas oops Cowries. #Diary #QueerWomen #GayWriter #cowrie
Cowries are my favourite things in the world. And I have three of them.
I placed one on my head, one is for my wrist and my favourite of all, Lakshmi is my necklace. Lakshmi is the most beautiful cowrie that I have and I wish I could use her on my hair. She's the beautiful and also the smallest. My biggest cowrie is on my head.
I feel guilty eating meat.
#WritersCoffeeClub#BlackHistoryMonth #GayWriter #NigerianQueer
I have been shortlisted for a flash fiction competition which is nice. I won it last year so I'm not holding my breath to be lucky two years running. My wee thing for last year was: https://cathbarton.com/2023/02/ #flashfiction #gaywriter #legionofmary #writing
New blog post about leaving home to go home and when do I really feel at home.