Kyle Smith

Cats, drums, coding things and music are my existence. @lunar_blooms writes amazing words. The word of the day is, and will always be meow! Madly beyond in love with @tired_and_wired

2026-02-12

Folks are arguing which halftime show was best and I’m over here trying to figure out what witchcraft is making 53 year old Billie Joe Armstrong look like he’s still 25.

2026-02-12

There is no pain you are receding
A distant ship, smoke on the horizon.
You are only coming through in waves.
Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying.
When I was a child I had a fever
My hands felt just like two balloons.
Now I've got that feeling once again
I can't explain you would not understand
This is not how I am.
I have become comfortably numb.

2026-02-12

Hello?
Is there anybody in there?
Just nod if you can hear me.
Is there anyone at home?
Come on, now,
I hear you're feeling down.
Well I can ease your pain.
Get you on your feet again.
Relax.
I'll need some information first.
Just the basic facts.
Can you show me where it hurts?

2026-02-12

Why can't I get payed now? I get payed in two weeks and could get gummies then. :(

2026-02-12

Meow...

2026-02-12

It's a really shit feeling when a college instructor says maybe you're too sick physically and mentally to do this program. Yeah, maybe I'm just broken.

2026-02-12

Can something good happen today? Please. If there is a God I beg you. It's been nothing but pain and bad news and drama for the last 24 hours and I can't take it anymore.

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2026-02-12

Morning bop post mew meep oink. $5 of at least $100 reached. Losing hope at this point that I will be able to see the end of this headache. While I was able to go to my classes yesterday my output as a musician was really really bad. I have 3 ensemble classes today as well as 3 tests and 2 forum posts to turn in.
I really need help right now. Trying to raise at least $100.
After paying my required bills, I have $5 until March. My headaches have become severe and constant to the point of me being stuck in bed/at home, and I am in more pain than I have ever been. THC/CBD Gummies are one of the only things that reliably help reduce the pain enough for me to get through the day and my classes, but I cannot afford them.
If anyone is able to help, even a small amount would make a real difference for me right now. I would not ask if I were not in genuine need. There is no obligation at all, and sharing this is also appreciated.
CashApp and Venmo: ky0les. Apple cash can also be provided if needed.
Thank you for reading and for any support. #mutualaid #mutualAid #pain #headache # HelpADrummerNotCry2026 #Headaches #Losinghope #itallfeelsbroken

2026-02-12

hurts

2026-02-12

@cadence022 we're glad. -Dave

2026-02-12

@cadence022 glad you found it amusing. At least someone likes our checkpoint messages.

2026-02-12

Lets watch it all burn.

2026-02-12

@cadence022 didn't bother. didn't annoy.

2026-02-12

@cadence022 you're welcome I guess.

2026-02-11

when ice meets fire it won't come back.

2026-02-11

I've lost all of my fin aid for the rest of the school year and it seems as if I may be leaving at the end of term. Guess the people in Kentucky get their wish. I'll be going back. If I make it until then. :(

2026-02-11

What is joy? What is happiness? All I can feel is pain and sadness and a darkness i've never known creeping in.

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