This profile is a short form writing project by someone odd, and a place to post my creative endeavors.
I suffer from - Tourettes, ADHD, OCD and PTSD and my life is as strange as they get.
I run a YouTube, and Scoopz channel with shorts and photography being posted regularly, all named JARRENoMgWtF.
I accept donations, but I do all this for fun in the end.
You can find my social links in my about if you are curious!
-Jarren
@skyfire747 They're a sex offender.
Who threatened me with a butcher knife as well so add felony assault with a deadly weapon onto being a sex offender.
That's kinda why I left.
They'll have a terrible time.
I'm about to get a creepy #trump supporter thrown in jail who was recording me in a bedroom I rented for a few days before moving into my new apartment.
I got tired of sober living house rules.
He tried to black mail me by saying he'd give it to people, so I sicked the government organization helping me rehabilitate my life on him, and now they're gonna be a sex offender.
The only zealot #maga guy I've met is a sex offender.
Lol.
Hope they liked my ass.
@gelliottmorris.com Sometimes something is so broken it's just time to throw it out and get a new one.
@skyfire747 I'll never be gone forever.
You people are too entertaining:D
@bardmoss I missed being here!
I just needed a break from everything while I focused on actually fixing my life.
I used to be afraid of crowds and while that's still true at times, I find if I am familiar with somewhere or around people I know then I am not so bothered.
Good thing I have healed in this way since I now work somewhere within walking distance of where the Grammy Ceremony was held, and I have never seen so many human beings in one place.
Nerve wracking?
Definitely.
Did I die?
Nope, money is a good counter for fear.
I promise I'm alive, I've just been feeling very introverted and wanted a break from essentially all technology as I focused on a new job.
Working in the center of downtown #losangeles especially when you've been traumatized there several times takes a lot of getting used to.
However I can now say I have finally grown up, and since my last post I'll never have to share a room with someone again unless I want to.
I have my own place, and I'll never be homeless again.
Well I finally started tuning back into #politics as it was all I was thinking about for a while, and needed to take a break, and that break is now over when I'm walking by gigantic protests on my way to work in #losangeles and the #usa may actually invade #greenland.
Oh and #trump basically kidnapping the president of #venezuela was a plot twist I wasn't expecting.
Am I inside the country that starts WW3?
Well that's a terrible fate.
While I do enjoy my new job, downtown #losangeles sure does like trying to give me a heart attack.
I was walking to the grocery store before work yesterday and stopped within 10 feet of a homeless guy that I didn't notice had a pipe, who then randomly threatened me with it and accused me of witchcraft, and then followed me shouting until I had the store security deal with him while I went in.
Guess I'm a warlock guys.
@distinctdipole Hey I kinda like older women so if a fit sugar momma wants to leave her number at the table I wouldn't even think twice.
Go be a real escort xD
@skyfire747 It's almost exactly like the job I used to have for years in downtown Seattle as a Lead Host.
They even use the same reservation/table tracking system, sales system, and scheduling system.
I've basically already worked here before it's just not as fancy as the Italian restaurant I was a lead host and server for xD
Should go well because I was great at that job even when I was on drugs 100% of the time.
That's now 0% and I am much more efficient.
@surfhosting That sounds like a dream. I would absolutely love to do something like that on my off days because I am part time for the first three months until I can prove I'm not a piece of shit and always do my job.
How does one find a cat to sit?
This is the scheduling platform for my new restaurant job.
They divide the hosts into 3 different roles because the restaurant is huge.
Though with the way this one is titled, I can officially say I'm an escort in downtown #losangeles this weekend.
Not a very well paid one though all things considered for escorts.
I am grateful I am #sober and responsible now, and I have given the management for the sober living house I stay at a kind impression after getting attacked earlier.
Violent people will always throw the victim under the bus to save themselves, and he told both the #police and owner I had put my hands on him first and provoked it and I now have to take him to court.
However he is now #homeless while everyone I know is making sure I'm okay.
I'm not.
But I will be.
#violence is something I hate with a passion as it's the core of my #cptsd and #anxiety issues.
Yet with severe #tourettesyndrome it can follow you when you can't help what you say, and shout when you're scared.
This morning I caught someone stealing from me, which resulted in an argument with TWO different people threatening me, until one finally attacked when I couldn't stop shouting myself out of fear.
Fist fights aren't generally what I like with my coffee.
@rucking @sb See I am always moving and looking for stuff to do so sometimes I'm not even trying to go directly home after work.
I'll take 3 hours just going a direction I haven't before.
I do "transit surfing" sometimes where I have no idea where I'm going, I'll just make connections until I get somewhere interesting.
@sb If I wouldn't have gone the wrong way, I would have had plenty of time to catch the connection I needed to get home.
It's the subway then a bus.
I went the wrong way on the subway, and ended up 30 minutes behind schedule.
So not usually and it's a solid job so I could always get a little electric scooter or something.
@sb I have a ton of neurology issues and it's therapeutic to me to be physically fit.
Less nerve pain. Less tics from Tourettes and an outlet for the extra energy that can cause them too.
Less stress and more confidence because I like the way I look a lot more than I used to.
Sometimes it's fun to test how much progress I have made.
@skyfire747 I was definitely exhausted.
But not in a "omg I'm about to die and everything hurts" kinda way.
Just the "Yup, I'm definitely spent, Zzzzz..." Kinda way.
Which I wouldn't have been relatively recently.
I actually kinda had fun. Was surreal, walking 11 miles through the San Fernando Valley area at night.
The other option was 50 bucks for Uber, or sit there and wait for 4 hours.
It was slightly faster to walk and better than shivering for hours outside.