I have a follow up #mammogram tomorrow. I've been completely calm until a couple of hours ago when I thought about the timing. They are going to give me the results before I leave and I don't know how I'm going to be present at the 3 holiday events I have this week if it is anything but a definitive no. There's never a good time to hear you have cancer, or we're still worried it could be cancer so you need more tests, but right before the holidays definitely feels like a worse time than others.

A pig sized elephant. No it isn’t a traditional mythical creature but it is fictional. I know pig and elephant DNA just won’t splice but if it could that is what I would want.

Journal Prompt for the Day:

If you could have any mythical creature what would it be?

#journalprompt #writingprompt #funquestion

Once upon a time my mother was changing my diaper and she reached for the baby wipes. They used to have a kinda star shaped hole that they came out of and they’d fallen in so she stuck her finger in and couldn’t get it out. Her finger started changing colors because the tub was heavy so she started panicking and wound up calling 911.

The fire dept showed up. They unscrewed the heavy tub part so just the lid was left on her finger and cut the lid off of her using her own scissors. 🤦‍♀️

Journal Prompt of the Day

“Tell me a story that everyone in your family knows and tells over and over.”

I’ll put mine in the comments.
#journalprompt #writingprompt #writingfun

I’d love to learn Tai Chi. I might actually do it too, there’s a studio not far from me.

“What is something you’d like to learn to do?”

#journalprompt #writingprompt

I forgot to add mine. I think they would be me almost exactly but they would try to thwart all attempts I made at being a good person.

@theprettycoat Do you remember in 2016 when there were people randomly dressing up like clowns? I’m happy to report I never saw one in person.

“If you had a nemesis, what qualities would they have?”

This is a writing prompt from #JournalMonkey I’m going to post one every day from now on. I hope it’s a fun thing for everyone. I’ll always post my answer in the comments so I don’t kinda mess with your first instinct.
#journalprompt #writingprompt #writing

Why isn’t there a movie about #nelliebly? She was fascinating.

@Babcia54 I know “it’s me, hi, I’m the problem it’s me.” I have so many ideas for gifts piling up and I know no one expects these things from me except my 8 yr old nephew whose brother just got the rainbow dino 2 months ago.

I decided to just forget all of the gifts for the adults entirely hoping that would take some weight off my shoulders but it didn’t. I think the fact that my daughter was disappointed with her bday gifts killed my confidence. I can’t sew well at all. #crochet

I had a panic attack setting up to #crochet. What is wrong with me? I have been blocked for so long. And this is THE project I have to finish. I decided the adults in my life can wait. I thought maybe putting so much pressure on myself was the problem but now I only have this one project to worry about; a halfway done frog for my 8 yr old nephew which will not take me long at all. Why can’t I finish it? Was I attacked with a crochet hook and so traumatized by the experience I blocked it out?

Any #symbolism experts in the house?

The other day my sister sent me pics of a poorly made extra large white teddy bear.

30 minutes later I come across these pics of an adorably dishevled white bear who just woke up from a nap on fb.

30 minutes after that I was watching a video and the guy giving the TED Talk said, “don’t think about the white bear.”

WTF is going on? What does this mean? Is it a good sign or should I be worried? Help!

On my way home from day 2 of #BostonCalling and I am so bummed. The sound didn’t work for #Alanis. It felt more like I was at Alanis karaoke. It was my first time seeing her live and I have been a fan from the day Jagged Little Pill cane out.
I feel so bad for her. Can you image watching your audience shrink smaller and smaller as your show goes on? She looked like she was singing her heart out too.

Getting told “just do it” when you are #depressed, have #adhd, have #insomnia, and have no appetite (and so haven’t gotten proper nutrition in too long) sucks ass. On top of that I have some mystery illness for which I’m getting a stress test and echocardiogram next week, not scary at all, and on the way home from the doctor’s yesterday while stopped for awhile at a very busy intersection I got hit from behind by a guy in a pick up truck and he did not pull over. I’m fine just didn’t need that.

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